For once, even if it was for only a brief moment, I felt like I belonged somewhere. It felt great to actually believe there are people who care and enjoy you as company. But as always, all good things come to an end. I sucks to go from on top of the world to complete misery. It sucks even more that this has become a routine. Begin the day in misery and end the day in misery. I’m lucky if I have a good day in between.